Thursday, September 20, 2012

When She Cries lyrics


The road I have traveled on
Is paved with good intentions
It's littered with broken dreams
That never quite came true

When all of my hopes were dying
Her love kept me trying
She does her best to hide
The pain that she's been through

When she cries at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide
All the fear she feels inside

So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cos I die a little each time
When she cries

She's always been there for me
Whenever I've fallen
When nobody else believes
She'll be there by my side

I don't know how she takes it
Just once, I'd like to make it
Then there'll be tears of joy
That fill her lovin' eyes

When she cries at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide
All the fear she feels inside

So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cos I die a little each time
When she cries

So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cos I die a little each time
When she cries
God gives his hardest battles to his toughest soldiers.

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Quotes

You may not remember the time you let me go first


Or the time you dropped back to tell me it wasn't that far to go

Or the time you waited at the crossroads for me to catch up.

You may not remember any of those, but I do, and this is what I have to say to you:
Today, no matter what it takes, we ride home together.

You and I


How's moving on when every time I try, you always break through and remind me of what we had.... How can I think no more of the long lost "you and I" when each time I look at a different direction, it's always you that I think about.... could it be that we have an unconcluded story that is waiting to be told.... could it be that we are yet to have a happy ending after all the storm? Could it be that at the end of the road it's still "you and I" all along? Could it be that the only person who can erase this invisible scar is the same person who caused it as well? 

Could it be true that you and I are meant for each other? Might be, coz there's never a moment that I wasn't reminded of you.... always there's a magical link that knots me to you.....  It hurt's  to think that although we know that "it could be" fact is I shouldn't be entertaining this crazy "could be" thoughts of mine...but it's as though I'm addicted to the pain and I refuse to give it up. 

Could it be that this unbaked tale turns into an epic romance.....


"TRAFFIC LIGHT" Sad-Love -Pain"(

Credits to the owner....
Small simple things can make others really happy...yet small simple things can also crush someone's soul...

Small simple things are powerful enough to make or break one's fragile heart...

Monday, September 17, 2012

 
Maybe I would have been something you'd be good at....

-La Dolce Vita-

Lost in our own fairytale


Every story has three parts:  Beginning,  Middle, and an End.  

I'm simply clueless which part are we in now... 

We met, that's how it started, we became friends that was the foundation, we fell in love that was the highlight, our time together were packed with amazing moments shared with friends along the side, every bit of it all still lingers in my mind.... Till that one day you had to go, that's where the twist in our story was, we were young and weren't so sure if what we had was real love or just infatuation although I was convinced that day you left that I would fight for the love we have even across the miles between us. We tried, we really tried, we tried even harder than we ever thought we could but destiny made it's own choice...time and distance drew a line between us...

Years have passed, things changed, people walked in and out of our lives, I thought that was the end of it all.... But I was wrong, it was clearly just the end of a chapter. It's just that we are both lost in our own story, are we trapped in our pasts and just cant move on or we simply chose not to move on to continue what we started? I wish I have the courage to spill out the answers. If you think I've given up on you, you're crazy and if you think I don't love you, then you're just wrong. I wish I could re-write and choose our happy ending but I am just a character in our own little fairytale......

Wherever this tale leads us, all I know is that you're the only place that feels like home to me, just so you know. For what we've become, we just feel more alone. Weighing what I've got against what I had, the answer could be: I am missing you to death. Could it be that I was constructed for you, and you were molded for me???

There are some things worth holding on forever, because it means so much......


Sunday, September 16, 2012

“It's not how much we give but how much love we put into giving.” ― Mother Teresa

Going through loss and pain has changed the way I see life now..... The old me who never knew what sharing and valuing others really means has evolved into someone more deeper.

The pain and sorrow I have gone through has led me closer to God and his teachings, although I was raised  by God-fearing families on both my father & mother side, only since I knew how it was like to lose a part me, has taught me the true meaning of His teachings -to do good, to be rich in good works, to be generous and ready to share...Only by doing these acts that I feel closer spiritually with my Dolce Angelo.

Loss & pain has been an instrument that lead me to God's calling, Back in 2008 myself along with 2 of my girl friends organized a feeding program on Christmas Eve, we strolled the side walks of Pateros & Pasig churches in search of families on the street waiting for Christmas alms from passersby.... We made pledges and out of that we were able to feed more or less 50 children (I can still clearly remember the look on my friend's face when we came across a family from Zambales, the mom carrying her sleeping baby who is having such a high fever on a cold night outside the streets of Pasig). The unexplainable joy of knowing how happy they were has really been so heartwarming, a feeling that I will never forget.

Since then the unplanned devotion of doing charitable act has continued and I am proud to say that it has influenced my family & friends to pledge and support me in this benevolent act, and I praise them for that!

We often say that things happen for a reason, I think that this is one good reason I had to pass through all the downfall in my life, to open my eyes to the beauty that God teaches us. To this day I plan to continue sharing the blessings that I am being bestowed upon, we do not need to be an angel, we just need to learn how to payback.

Pain and loss has taught me not only to be strong in times of sorrow, but it behooved me to look within myself and turn to the best dedication possible, those endowments I had from our Creator.

 “When you know that everything matters—that every move counts as much as any other—you will begin living a life of permanent purpose.” This is my purpose in life, to continue a charitable act as a simple way of thanking my Creator for his unconditional LOVE.
(Photo - credits to Google)
“When we suffer, we are being conformed to the image of Jesus. When we pray, we are being made holy in the image of Jesus. When we quietly serve a person in need, we are being shaped into the image of Jesus. When we generously give, our heart is being remade into the image of Jesus, our Lord and Savior.”